All just admitted and not released.

Believe it or not, do not break 
Belief or joy in Buddhism 
News or more big mind, merit 
Tin decides to be angry Tathagata.

Faith brings me back to the Buddha seed inside me in strange ways, in strange times. Early in the morning on the road to post-graduate school, biking down the Berkeley Hills, looking through the San Francisco Bay clean, sunny, my eyes trying to discover the Gold Mountain Monastery. My thoughts often wander there before I get near this place. Student life is more like a running machine. "Productivity" is purpose, not "truth" or "heart" is the purpose. I read the Buddhist magazine Kim Cang Boi Hai published in Kim Son Holy Temple and the images of empty walls and ascetic life that my heart sank. But I was getting tired of bad habits with no purpose, I fell in. My life is selfish, Covered with smoke and alcohol and too much sugar. My heart was not in it anymore. According to the standards of the world, I live in the dome of the house of pleasure. All senses are cramped. But the core is hollow and painful. Increasingly, the more I realized that the toxins I had put into my body were just the poison of life's end. What has changed me is the Buddha's words as I said above. I realized that my life was "getting in" and not "giving out". I have learned to study Buddhist meditation enough to know about the words "enlightenment" and "wisdom." Although I dig deep into evil paths and unhealthy pursuits, I can not lose that pure seed. That seed is itchy when I feel most depressed. "There must be something better than this to do with my energy." (Itch.) "Yes, You can be an enlightened person, "said the seed. That seed will take me away when I feel the happiest. "Oh, if blissful happiness makes you feel good like this, then how happy is happiness at all times, like the Buddha?" At Kim Son Pagoda, You can find out yourself, "the small seed said.

What is it but the belief that is talking to me? Following that voice, I was led to joyfully go to the door of Kim Son Holy Temple to study Buddhism. My doubts diminished as confidence increased. Soon, I was able to gradually let go of my bad temper when I got a new, honest habit. It's a natural process, like taking care of a healthy, fertile orchard. Trust is a trusted seed. END=NAM MO AMITABHA BUDDHA.( 3 TIMES ).VIETNAMESE TRANSLATE ENGLISH BY=THICH TAM GIAC.( TNCT ).VIETNAMESE BUDDHIST NUN=GOLDEN AMITABHA PURELAND=AUSTRALIA,SYDNEY.9/7/2017.